I also have my own story...

Question: Why did i always hard to give my trust to someone?
Story     : Somewhere in 2011... i called my ex but she didnt picked up. She just text to me said that
               shes working. I thought of giving her a surprise by coming over to her office. But shes not
               there. Met with her friends and he said that she took a leave. "She didnt tell you?" I just
               smiled and said "oh yeah i forgot"


Question: Why did i hate long-distance relationship?
Story     : Somewhere in 2010...i found out my ex having an affair with other guy. I read the whole
               text from her phone. That was the moment i realized i shouldn't read it.
               They were laughing at me when the guy said to me "Jgn frust sampai bunuh diri pulak"...
               tears dropped..wiped it slowly and hang up the phone.

I know this was the part of my PAST. But it still there. How could i've been so blind all this while? And now, i realized that i hate her so much~ Coz it seems to be her fault that made me become like this. But i dont want to put all the blame to her. It was my fault too. I care too much. 

I never cheat, never forget to whom should give my heart to. I could give my honor if they know how to appreciate it. And now, all i want is a perfect relationship. Not that 100% of perfections. But at least no more lies, no more grudge. Be truth towards each other.

At this moment... I really want to have someone to be my wife. I already choose one. Perhaps she will help me to be better. I just want to thank her because she can accept who ever i was. And i realized that i am so lucky to have her..