HARAM????

aku tengah lepak2 kt mapley...cm bese la...korg tau kn. mmg ader je muke aku lepak kt ctu. hari2 bazir mase n duit kt ctu jek. bkn dpt aper pn... hahaha saje je nk mkn sbb kdg2 tu mmg lapa...

nk d jadikn citer aku TER tengok plak biter ni... "Pahang keluar fatwa; Rokok adalah HARAM!!!"
uh uh?? sungguh ker??? ni pe men2 april fo0l ni hoi?? br bulan januari ni!!!

aku sungguh xpuas hati sampai aku balik uma sewa nie terus surf tenet.... uik?! betulla!!! alamak cmno nie?? haram ko?? eden xredi lagi nk bonti nie!!! hadoiyai!! mental wa cmni....

sok pagi nyer mak aku call..." Hah, dh tgk biter lom?? Ker ko purak2 xnk tgk??" aku reply selambe.."Tgk....sian org kt Haiti tu kn?? Gempa bumi...uh uh..."
"Bukan tu la!!" mak aku jwb dengan nada kalau aku ader kt ctu cm kna pelangkung.
"Owh ni mesti nk ckp pasal cuace kt cni eh?? Bile plak mak tgk cuace ni?"aku jwb...
" Rokok tu haram la!!" mak aku trus potong aku wat lawak....heh sebenarnye mmg aku dh tau niat mak aku call tu. saje jek nk usik2 uhuh... aku pn ckp " Tula skg ni kt Phang xle isap rokok la ye mak...?? naseb bek sy ader kt Johor."

"Berenti la syg oi...." mak aku jwb ngn nada mls nk lyn aku wat lawak. "heh ye la mak...sy cube k..."aku jwb..................

hadoiyai......camne ni...~

Chiow~

Pesan Seorang Rakan.......

Lepas satu hari kitorg lepak2 mlm tu aku, angah, zul, n beberape yg len lepak r kt mapley Al-Azwath. aku order teh o ais.. kitorg lepak n borak byk mende la.. pastu tetibe hujan renyai....

Dlm hujan renyai tu kitorang xubah tmpt tp stay je...naseb bek ujan tu kejap jek. so kitorang sambung r lepak ctu. Then aku pn citer pasal nk berjaye dlm hidup... pastu tetibe bunyi suare kwn aku, angah batuk kecil... di saat ini la sumenye bermula sebuah kesah yg memilukn.......

" aku skola x pandai. sampai SPm aku dh start keje. cr duit sniri, tp bukn tuk diri sniri....tuk family skali... Lepas SPM aku pegi K.L tuk cr keje. aku tdo kt terminal Pudu sbb bas sampai KL mlm... aku bgtau family aku aku ader interview kt KL tp sebenarnye xde. aku sniri nk cr keje kt sane. Bile bapak aku hulur RM50 n suh aku jimat2, aku cepat2 ckp xperlu.... aku xnk ssh kn dier. tp dier bg gak... aku terime je.

bile aku bangun pagi sok nye, aku terus cuci muke je. aku terus cr keje....aku xlengah kn mase lgsg. aku pk nk cepat sbb aku xde sape yg aku knl kat KL ni. yg plg best aku xde tmpt tggl lgsg. aku mmg tawakal je..... aku jln kaki dr pudu ke tmpt2 yg berhampiran.. cr keje sane sini..

satu pagi tu aku xjmp satu pn keje kosong...aku redha je. aku tau Tuhan akn tolong aku... so, petang tu lepas zohor aku terus sambung carik keje... aku pg kt satu hotel nie... aku doa sgt2 supaye aku dpt keje arini gak!! so aku terus masuk n jmp brader kt hotel tu n tny ader x nk pakai org.. alhamdulillah, dier kate mmg tgh nk pakai cleaner. aku hepi sgt2!!

mase brader tu bwk aku jmp boss dier, aku doa sgt kt TUhan supaye berikn kerja ni kt aku... then aku masuk dlm opis boss.........

Pendek kate boss tu terime je aku.. aku cm nk lompat je tp control la.. bkn keje dokter pn kn...cleaner je. pastu boss aku suh dtg sok tuk start keje....aku menggelabah. aku dh terpk cmne nk stay kt KL ni?? aku xde duit..... so aku doa lg kt Tuhan~

Tetibe brader yg bwk jmp boss td dtg kt aku n tny aku, 'kau stay mane? jauh x nk pegi keje?'
aku tersengih n jwb..' xde bang..saye xde tempat nk stay lgsg...' brader tu terkejut. Sekali lagi Tuhan tu nk tunjuk kuase, brader tu ckp...' Kau stay la umah abg dulu...bini abg xde. Dier kt uma mertua..." aku pn setuju jek....

Esok nyer, aku start pegi keje......

Lebey kuang dlm seminggu, brader tu ader satu berite buruk.. Anak dier kene masuk wad. Aku pn terpakse phm2 sniri xkn la nk duk uma dier sedangkn dier kna jge anak dier kt wad aku nk stay kt uma dier plak.... so aritu aku jmp boss......

' BOss, sy xde tmpt tinggal....boley x sy nk tumpang tggl kt hotel ni? mane2 pn boley boss...'
Boss jwb... 'hmm kt mane ko nk tgl??' aku jwb ' mane2 boley boss'....
akhirnye aku dpt tmpt...

aku pegi kt 'uma' baru aku tu.....Ya Allah sedey nye aku.....bwh tangge hotel tu ader satu store room... itu la tmpt aku...aku pasrah. aku mule kn hari ngn tido kt uma baru aku tu... aku cube lelap tp xle......aku saba..

sok nye aku bangun awal n trus call bapak aku... ingt nk ckp aku xjd keje KL...aku xle nk trus cmni.... tp bile aku call aku dgr suare bapak aku batuk2... dier xsehat rupenye. tp bile call dier yg tny aku sehat ke x dulu. aku pn jwb aku sehat.....biler dgr suare dier cmtu terus aku sayu...n aku ckp aku dh dpt keje kt KL. bapak aku terus hepi dgr....

Setiap mlm aku akan nangis kt 'uma' tangge aku tu....bantal tu dh penuh ngn air mate dr air liur basi.. hari2 aku kenangkn naseb aku. aku dgr nasehat bapak aku, jimat... aku jimat betul!! sehari aku cume mkn skali.... bile agak2 xde duit aku cume beli pisang...tu la mknan aku selame seminggu.

cmtu la hidup aku selame setahun lebey kt KL....hari2 aku cume mampu berd0a.....
alhamdulillah, Tuhan tu mmg adil...akhirnye pade satu hari aku dpt offer keje len kt government sect0r. aku amek je......ni la pe yg ko nmpk kt aku skg.. korg xtau pe yg aku rase sblm nie...

Hidup ni mmg akan ader cabaran...mmg banyak sgt. Tp ingat la...kalau korg ingt Tuhan, TUhan pn akn ingt korg....."

Cmtu la lebey kuang citer member aku tuh.... dh la tgh embun2 pagi...sunyi plak tu. ktrg trus senyap... xde la nk ketawe terbahak2 cm b4 diz.. yela, masing2 ingt Tuhan bile ssh je. huhuhu....

Balik tu, aku b4 tdo aku terkenangkn citer membe aku td..... aku pk, ingt cm aku je yg kna cabaran truk. rupenyer ader lg truk eh..... so aku bangun la kjap. aku isap rokok kt depan uma sambil pk citer td. pastu tetibe azan subuh.......~

alamak dh subuh ke??? kelas PM Kamel sok nie!! hadoiyai!! aku trus nk baring2 jap kasi dapat energy sket2 tuk clas sok. Bile aku baring tu...aku terdengar cm ader bunyi org ckp... 'Tangge'.... hah?? tangge?? aku pelik r...pastu aku trus teringat kisah member aku tdo kt tangge td... aku bagn slow2....aku pegi toilet~

aku senyap2 amek sejadah pas amek wudhu'.....aku smyg subuh...~

Tu je....

Chiow~

Kakak....kakak

Huhuhu...aku xtau nk ckp ape sbnrnye. tp lepas usha facebook td aku terjmp pic nie.. ni la kakak2 aku.. cute kn?? bese la, diorg r sll nasehat aku suh blaja. ikut ati aku cm nk keje je. tp diorg ckp blaja je dulu. abaikn pe org ckp.. make di sebabkn nasehat2 mereka, aku pn blaja la.... tp makin lame aku makin sonok plak blaja ni. heheh tu psl asek bertambah jek sem aku eh?? mengong tul. hahaha......

Kakak aku yg betul tu skg jd lecturer kt UIA plak. dier kate mls nk wt service lg. dulu dier doktor kat Hospital Melake, tp pastu dier apply jd lecturer. Haha....sukati dier la. Dier ngn abang ipar aku pn same je jd lecturer. bgs la... mayb sbb diorg kot aku ader sifat hormat lecturer. kalu x....heheh.

Kakak ipar aku tuh plak name dier Ruziana. sebaye ngn abg aku. dulu same blaja kt uitm s.alam... tp cmne dier jmp sesame aku xtaula... tah cmne ley terpikat kt abg aku tuh. abg aku tu dh la garang, kasar, kejam (huhuhuhuhu) tp kakak ipar aku tu giler penyaba, baik, sopan santun...tah cmne la dier ley ske kt abg aku pn xtau. cm pelik je. tula jodoh namenye eh...dier skg keje kt UPM serdang.. bhgn library.

Hah dh abis citer psl kakak aku ni...jom tido!! ngantuk la dow!!

Chiow~

4 FLAT!!bek dr hari2 yg lepas..

"Umo dh lanjut, xreti base lagi... nk ikut kn perangai memain sampai bile2 pn xkn puas main2 tuh..." tu la pesan kwn aku secare direct kt batang hidung aku smlm... aku redha kn n tadah je.. yelah betul pe dier ckp tu.. aku pn start sedar sket demi sket. uh uh npe la aku ssh nk ubah sikap aku nie.. kdg2 tu fade up gak trus cmni..

berdasarkn pesan2 kwn2 n family serta lecturers, aku cube tuk perbaiki diri aku nie.... cube tuk jd lg baik dr hari2 yg lepas. hehe insyaallah aku cube la...

make disebabkn itu, aku isytihar kn hari ni hari berubah ke arah kebaikan!! aku pasang azam baru... nk 4 flat!! korg gelak r....biar r guling2 ke hape, janji yg penting aku tau matlamat aku nk jd ape. mmg lawak pn tp ni aku siyes ni!! uh uh!! pd kwn2 sume, mari kiter maju jaye!!

pe lg...dh abis la... chiow!!

Addition into my Family Group!!

Ni pic waktu abang aku kawen kat klang.. Wife dier name nyer Ruziana. kitorang panggil Kak Rozi. dier sebaya ngan abg aku. actually diorang ni classmate kat UiTM Shah Alam dulu. punye lame diorang saba, akhirnye kawen gak. hikhikhik....

dari kiri, azhar(aku la tuh), ayah, kak rozi, anbia, anuar, mak, khairul bariah n her daughter Khairunnisa'imana, n abg Haikal (abg ipar aku merangkap suami kakak aku, n bapak kepada anak buah aku nisa')

its just a song

Dont Wanna Try...

(oooo)...dont wanna try dont wanna try (try try)
(oooo)..dont wanna try no more
(ooo)..dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try

Verse 1
i cant believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i cant believe it ..4 years go down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently
i tryd to save it so many times but you still couldnt see
u kept insistin and resistin that u would not fall again
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and ur tryin to come back home
ur tellin me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

-Chorus
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love

Verse 2
u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through
and now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
and u tryin to come back home
u tellin me that u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

-Chorus
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love

[..fading into beat]
(dont wanna try dont wanna try)
(dont wanna try no more)
(dont wanna try dont wanna try..oo)

(dont wanna try dont wanna try)
(dont wanna try no more)
(dont wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more ooo)

Music and Soul!! Quotes for today..

Words make you think a thought. Music makes you feel a feeling. A song makes you feel a thought.”
E.Y. Harburg

“Music is more logical than the human mind can comprehend: yet we can recognize it and surrender to it. We cannot comprehend music but music can comprehend us.”
Peter Hiett

"It’s such an extraordinary thing, music. It is how we speak to God finally – or how we don’t. Even if we’re ignoring God. It’s the language of the spirit. If you believe that we contain within our skin and bones a spirit that might last longer than your time breathing in and out – if there is a spirit, music is the thing that wakes it up. And it certainly woke up mine. And it seems to be how we communicate on another level."
Bono

“Music isn't just learning notes and playing them. You learn notes to play to the music of your soul.”
Katie Greenwood

“Music is one of the ways we can achieve a kind of shorthand to understand each other.”
Yo Yo Ma

“Music is the shorthand of emotion”
Leo Tolstoy

“Music is a fair and glorious gift from God. I am strongly persuaded that after theology there is no art than can be placed on a level with music; for besides theology, music is the only art capable of affording peace and joy of the heart.”
Martin Luther

“After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music”
Aldous Huxley

“Music is the vernacular of the human soul”
Geoffrey Latham

“Music was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness”
Maya Angelou

“We need music to restore the human spirit”
Leonard Slatkin
Director of the National Symphony

"Music is so important. It changes thinking, it influences everybody, whether they know it or not. Music knows no boundary lines."
Irving Berlin

"Music is a discipline, and a mistress of order and good manners, she makes the people milder and gentler, more moral and more reasonable."
Martin Luther

“I think music in itself is healing. It’s an explosive expression of humanity. It’s something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we’re from, everybody loves music.”
Billy Joel

“Music has the power to move a person between different realities: from a broken body into a soaring spirit, from a broken heart into the connection of shared love, from death into the memory and movement of life. Music has the power to touch the heart of a child with God."
Dr. Deforia Lane
Music Therapist

“Without music, life itself would be an error. The Germans imagine even God singing songs.”
Friedrich Nietzsche

“Music is an outburst of the soul”
Frederick Deluis

“Music is God’s best gift to man; the only art of heaven given to earth, the only art of earth we take to heaven”
Walter Savage Lander

“It is only that which cannot be expressed otherwise that is worth expressing in music”
Annonymous

“Music is a moral law. It gives soul to the universe, wings to the mind, flight to the imagination, a charm to sadness, gaiety and life to everything; It is the essence of order and lends to all that is good, just, and beautiful.”
Plato

“Responsiveness to music is an essential part of our neural nature”
Dr. Oliver Sacks, Neurologist NYC

“Music, the greatest good that mortals know, and all of heaven we have below”
John Addison

“The only universal tongue”
Samuel Rogers

"My heart, which is so full to overflowing, has often been solaced and refreshed by music when sick and weary."
Martin Luther

“All art constantly aspires toward the condition of music”
Ibid. The School of Giorgione

“Music has charms to soothe a savage breast,To soften rocks, or bend a knotted oak”
William Congreve, The Mourning Bride (1697)

“Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life”
Berthold Auerbach

“We are a spectacular manifestation of life. We have language…we have affection. We have genes for usefulness and usefulness is about as close to a ‘common goal’ of nature as I can guess at. And finally, and perhaps best of all, we have music.”
The Medusa and The Snail (1979)

“Who hears music feels his solitude peopled at once”
Robert Browning

“Music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent”
Victor Hugo

“I have my own particular sorrows, loves, delights; and you have yours. But sorrow, gladness, yearning, hope, love, belong to all of us, in all times and in all places. Music is the only means whereby we feel these emotions in their universality.”
H. A. Overstreet

“Without music, life is a journey through a desert”
Pat Conroy

“Music is well said to be the speech of angels; in fact, nothing among utterances allowed to man is felt to be so divine. It brings us near the infinite.”
Thomas Carlyle

“Just as certain selections of music will nourish your physical body and your emotional layer, so other musical works will bring greater health to your mind”
Hal A. Lingerman

“Give me the making of the songs of a nation, and I care not who writes its laws.”
Andrew Fletcher