Alhamdulillah, Praised to Allah. Finally i have a steady job. I didnt expect to work here in Celcom eventho i had to pass by the great tower almost everyday to go to my previous job. Yes i did had that concious bout how it would be to work with this big Telco company. I even talked to myself n looked myself to the mirror, what should i do to make people believe that i do have that 'power' to work under this big organization. Since the interview with Petronas didnt worked as i expected afterall, i promptly assumed that i will end up in sales and stuck in this line forever.
Guess what, im getting married but i still didnt have any steady job. Such a loser. I couldnt sleep well. Every morning i had to cheat myself and said its gonna be okay, someone will call u for a better job. I know some people being worried bout me. I know its a suicide action after what i did by quitting my previous job without any backup plan. Im so worried. Those people around me keep saying the same thing "Are you going to be fine?" Well for a second, yes i can pretend that. But the whole picture, guess what...its like breathing without air and all you can do is just hope for a miracle to happen.
Luckily, i still have quite motivations from few people. My parents, eventho they keep complaining bout my life but at least they never leave me when im at my lowest. They showed efforts by giving me quite contacts to have me call. They never asked me how i feel or am i doing fine or not coz they already knw.
Well my life was not that bad either. Theres still someone who actually struggled with me. She was worried too. She kept saying everything should be okey. I dont know who she was trying to comfort. Probably she was meant to say that to herself. But, she never leave me fighting alone. She tried to face it with me. Eventho sometimes i could see she almost giving up, but she still tried to fight. Until the day i finally got this job.
When Fauzan called me and told me that Celcom offered me the job, it was a miracle that i could've never imagined. I stood up from my sit and find a place to express my joy. I couldn't help myself to hold the great news from my parents. They deserved to know it. They seemed to be so happy with the news. So does this girl. Well, i got my hug when i told her bout this great news. So its a quite happy story for me. Seems like the hug was a message that finally we can get married.
For a reason, things might not happen like we wanted it to be. But giving up, is not one of the healthy lifestyle you should've been practice. Always remember, dont expect result too soon. Even if you thought that you've been trying all your efforts, it just not meant to be there yet. It'll come when it suppose to be. If you quit, u'll get the result...the fact that u quit. You got nothing.
Great things wont come too soon, miracle does.
Azhar Adam
Celcom Product & Services
Marketing Division
2012-Present
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