Ku Rindu Belaian Mu

Yesss...tajuk yang agak jiwang karat. Selain dari tunang aku yg bace blog aku nih tak tau la sape2 lagi yg berminat ngn blog busuk aku ni. Maaf kalau karya aku x sehebat dan x sepuitis orang laen. Maaf jugak la kalau kecewa dengan karya2 busuk aku yg xseberape ni. Cume di sini aku nak bercerite tentang ape aku nak karya2 kan. Aku xpentingkan nilai pape sgt sbb bagi aku kalau sape nak bace, sile kan. Aku mengarut je dalam blog nih.

Oh ye...kite start bercerite.

Sudah bayak bulan melepas. Alhamdulillah, masih utuh perhubungan aku ngan Diyana (bukan name sebenar) sampai skang. Bergado tu bese la. Kecik ati, marah, geram haa sume tu da lalui. Okeyla xde yg masuk hospital ke, patah2 ke...so far xde la.

Cume beberape perkare yg aku ingin highlight kan di sini, kadang2 tu aku byk terguris dengan kate2 beliau yg secare xsedar tu. Yela, mungkin bagi beliau tu xslh tapi bagi org laen? Aku cube tuk berkompromi setulus yg boleh. Selagi mende bley bwk bincang, aku akan cube bincang dan hentikan perbalahan. kadang2 tu ade gak aku yg buat pasal, so mmg la aku yg kene carik jalan nk berbaik.

Tapi walau pape pun masalh dan dugaan sepanjang tempoh bersame ni, kitorang dapat selesaikan dgn baik. Masih ade yg kurang InsyaAllah harap kitorang dapat baiki.

Last sekali, pesanan pada tunang saye...ku rindu kamu!!

Selamat Malam sume!!

Hahaha sayang datang!! **Pura2 macam tunang aku panggil ajak dating

Ciooww....

Welcome to Celcom

 

Alhamdulillah, Praised to Allah. Finally i have a steady job. I didnt expect to work here in Celcom eventho i had to pass by the great tower almost everyday to go to my previous job. Yes i did had that concious bout how it would be to work with this big Telco company. I even talked to myself n looked myself to the mirror, what should i do to make people believe that i do have that 'power' to work under this big organization. Since the interview with Petronas didnt worked as i expected afterall, i promptly assumed that i will end up in sales and stuck in this line forever.

 

Guess what, im getting married but i still didnt have any steady job. Such a loser. I couldnt sleep well. Every morning i had to cheat myself and said its gonna be okay, someone will call u for a better job. I know some people being worried bout me. I know its a suicide action after what i did by quitting my previous job without any backup plan. Im so worried. Those people around me keep saying the same thing "Are you going to be fine?" Well for a second, yes i can pretend that. But the whole picture, guess what...its like breathing without air and all you can do is just hope for a miracle to happen.

 

Luckily, i still have quite motivations from few people. My parents, eventho they keep complaining bout my life but at least they never leave me when im at my lowest. They showed efforts by giving me quite contacts to have me call. They never asked me how i feel or am i doing fine or not coz they already knw.

 

Well my life was not that bad either. Theres still someone who actually struggled with me. She was worried too. She kept saying everything should be okey. I dont know who she was trying to comfort. Probably she was meant to say that to herself. But, she never leave me fighting alone. She tried to face it with me. Eventho sometimes i could see she almost giving up, but she still tried to fight. Until the day i finally got this job.

 

When Fauzan called me and told me that Celcom offered me the job, it was a miracle that i could've never imagined. I stood up from my sit and find a place to express my joy. I couldn't help myself to hold the great news from my parents. They deserved to know it. They seemed to be so happy with the news. So does this girl. Well, i got my hug when i told her bout this great news. So its a quite happy story for me. Seems like the hug was a message that finally we can get married.

 

For a reason, things might not happen like we wanted it to be. But giving up, is not one of the healthy lifestyle you should've been practice. Always remember, dont expect result too soon. Even if you thought that you've been trying all your efforts, it just not meant to be there yet. It'll come when it suppose to be. If you quit, u'll get the result...the fact that u quit. You got nothing.

 

 

 

 

Great things wont come too soon, miracle does.

 

Azhar Adam

 

Celcom Product & Services

Marketing Division

2012-Present

 

Saye Suke Kaler Biru....

Cik Tunang

 

 

Setakat ni, baju dan kaler yg paling saye suke tengok tunang saye pakai adelah kaler biru (rujuk gambar) Haaa santeekkk nok! Dari dulu da suke tengok tapi saje dendiam malu nak cakap. Jadi skang secare official saye nak nyatekan di sini bahawesenye saye suke kaler biru. Tapi kadang2 takut gak sbb mungkinaku suke tgk die pakai kaler biru atau aku yg mmg suke kaler biru?? Daa daa aku da kompem suke kaler biru. Okey....

Ke hadapan Cik Tunang... kamu adelah chantek pakai baju tersebut. Dan juge apron memasak tuh!! Hohoho!!! 3 words & 8 Letters to you!! Mmuuaahhhhxx!!



Yg benar,

One & Only

I Love You

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
feels like i dont wanna let it go...forever
I love the way you say that i am your man,
But i still dont understand why im not the one.

Sometimes its just funny how my heart wont let it go,
Even I've tried so many ways,
Still i couldnt make u dissappear
Every thoughts of mine...you were always there.

I still remember how we first met,
And I still remember how I wanted to tell you that i really loved you,
But i just cant coz I have no strength to say it,
Now i have the strength to say it... so I'll say it as much as I can.
Even everyday...i'll have no problem to say it at all.

We both knew how it feels when our heart being torn apart,
I just wanted to give you the best,
So that one day you'll never compare,
And walk with me till the rest of our lives.

I didnt asked for a chance,
I just wanted to give us another life,
I want you and me...together,
We build another glorious moment forever.

I cant promise that our lives would be better,
But i can promise you this,
That i will not stop trying to make it better everyday...



p/s: I love u

Persoalan...

Am i did the rite thing?

Why did i let her took the risk to be with me?

Why did i just ignored bout her feelings when she still didnt ready to move on?

Is it possible i can make her forget bout him and turned her into mine?

Will I have that real one love from her?



If I have to get down on my knees, begging him to tell me how to make her love me more...

I will~

Random Stories 11

What made u forgot who u are?
Its when u dont even know what u want
Its when u put a wall
Its when u dont want to accept ur flaws
Its when u always tot you had better

Thank you,

S.t.r.a.n.g.e.r

Random Stories

Today...
I feel like im just a STRANGER again.
I cant tell how it feels like
Hurt? A lot!
I can see huge walls that SEPARATE me from my DREAMS

Now..
I should tell myself
Never put hope anymore
Its a reminder for me to be more SELFISH
I will not SHARE anything
I will not say anything

And today i will remember why i always be a STRANGER
And why they always forget who their with

Thank you,

s.t.r.a.n.g.e.r