The Journey - Pre Version

Sedia maklum...

Sebenarnye aku nak wat citer panjang tapi memandangkan ade pihak yg x sabar so aku kuarkan versi pendek ni sebelum aku post out versi yg Full kemudian.

Halangan dan Dugaan~

Macam2 yg dtg skang. Maken dekat, maken laa mende macam2 menimpa. Nak beli umah, org da booking. Nak apply loan HR aku sket punye lembab. Padahal wat kertas sekeping je. Ape punye bongok pun aku xpaham. Aku siap offer suh aku yg draft kan paper tu die just suh boss die sign pun taboley? Kadanag2 tu yg aku xpham. Mende senang tapi nak jugak wat jd susah. Sekeping kertas tu kene seminggu baru nak siap? Sangat x produktif. Time gaji nak plak korang awal kan. Tula.. bile da bese keje asek pending so da terbawak2 mende senang pun korang nak delay. haiihhh~

Rumah pulak citer die acani...memula da deal da harge. Cume nak nego supaya owner boley la consider supaye dapat murahkan sket. Memandangkan kitorang pun baru nak kawen. So bgtau owner and agent. Ingat dapatla di murahkan, ni tak....lagi die up ade la. Aku pun xphm manee yg nak up kan tu. Agent atau pun owner sniri. Sbb kalau nak ikutkan uma tu sume dalam range yg sebelum ni. So ape yg buatkan die tetibe nak naekkan pulak?? Pastu tetibe plak tau2 da ade org laen plak letak booking n bayar. Wawaawa...aku menyirap plak ase. Ikut hati dengki nih, nak je aku doakan xjadi beli. Padan muke semua tuh. Hahh~~

 

Papehal pun... sabar~

WHY?

We all want to fall in love. Why?
Because that experience makes us feel
completely alive. Where every sense is
heightened, every emotion is
magnified, our everyday reality is
shattered and we are flying into the
heavens. It may only last a moment, an
hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't
diminish its value. Because we are
left with memories that we treasure
for the rest of our lives.

Kepadamu Kekasih....~

Hoho salam sume hadirin sekalian... Ni bukan tajuk lagu mahupun dendangan lagu percume tuk korang. Tapi ni adelah satu ayat puitis bunga-bungaan yg aku nak sampai kan pade tunang aku. So pade sape2 yg takut terlendir dengar...harap maaf. Sbb korang bace wall aku, so ni hak aku. Hahai~

 

Ouh ni yg saye nak ucapkan pade si cantik:

 

B...

Saye manusia lemah.

Takde yg lebih melainkan bahagian perut je.

 

B...

Dalam mencari kesenangan,

Semua kena lalui yg susah dahulu.

 

B...

Jangan patah semangat,

Yang paling penting byk sabar.

 

B...

Takde orang yang terlalu rileks pasal kawin ni,

Tapi untuk mengelakkan dari terlalu takut, salah sorang kene cube cool.

 

B...

Tak perlu risau pasal bab keje,

Saye selalu tolong B.

 

B...

Saye cume harap B happy,

Bangun pagi muke senyum!!

 

B...

Saye tipu kamu.

 

B...

Saye sangat takut.

 

B...

Saye eksyen je cool

 

Tapi...

Saye cube senyum pade setiap masalah.

Sebab saye tau...

You're worth more than anything~

 

 

So...

In case if you're going to ask me again whether i really love you or not,

I can't say it...

Coz its too much.

 

I love you with all my ORGANS!!

Not only heart..

Every beat of my heart...

 

 

 

 

 

Love you the most:

 

*signature*

 

Azhar

 

Ku Rindu Belaian Mu

Yesss...tajuk yang agak jiwang karat. Selain dari tunang aku yg bace blog aku nih tak tau la sape2 lagi yg berminat ngn blog busuk aku ni. Maaf kalau karya aku x sehebat dan x sepuitis orang laen. Maaf jugak la kalau kecewa dengan karya2 busuk aku yg xseberape ni. Cume di sini aku nak bercerite tentang ape aku nak karya2 kan. Aku xpentingkan nilai pape sgt sbb bagi aku kalau sape nak bace, sile kan. Aku mengarut je dalam blog nih.

Oh ye...kite start bercerite.

Sudah bayak bulan melepas. Alhamdulillah, masih utuh perhubungan aku ngan Diyana (bukan name sebenar) sampai skang. Bergado tu bese la. Kecik ati, marah, geram haa sume tu da lalui. Okeyla xde yg masuk hospital ke, patah2 ke...so far xde la.

Cume beberape perkare yg aku ingin highlight kan di sini, kadang2 tu aku byk terguris dengan kate2 beliau yg secare xsedar tu. Yela, mungkin bagi beliau tu xslh tapi bagi org laen? Aku cube tuk berkompromi setulus yg boleh. Selagi mende bley bwk bincang, aku akan cube bincang dan hentikan perbalahan. kadang2 tu ade gak aku yg buat pasal, so mmg la aku yg kene carik jalan nk berbaik.

Tapi walau pape pun masalh dan dugaan sepanjang tempoh bersame ni, kitorang dapat selesaikan dgn baik. Masih ade yg kurang InsyaAllah harap kitorang dapat baiki.

Last sekali, pesanan pada tunang saye...ku rindu kamu!!

Selamat Malam sume!!

Hahaha sayang datang!! **Pura2 macam tunang aku panggil ajak dating

Ciooww....

Welcome to Celcom

 

Alhamdulillah, Praised to Allah. Finally i have a steady job. I didnt expect to work here in Celcom eventho i had to pass by the great tower almost everyday to go to my previous job. Yes i did had that concious bout how it would be to work with this big Telco company. I even talked to myself n looked myself to the mirror, what should i do to make people believe that i do have that 'power' to work under this big organization. Since the interview with Petronas didnt worked as i expected afterall, i promptly assumed that i will end up in sales and stuck in this line forever.

 

Guess what, im getting married but i still didnt have any steady job. Such a loser. I couldnt sleep well. Every morning i had to cheat myself and said its gonna be okay, someone will call u for a better job. I know some people being worried bout me. I know its a suicide action after what i did by quitting my previous job without any backup plan. Im so worried. Those people around me keep saying the same thing "Are you going to be fine?" Well for a second, yes i can pretend that. But the whole picture, guess what...its like breathing without air and all you can do is just hope for a miracle to happen.

 

Luckily, i still have quite motivations from few people. My parents, eventho they keep complaining bout my life but at least they never leave me when im at my lowest. They showed efforts by giving me quite contacts to have me call. They never asked me how i feel or am i doing fine or not coz they already knw.

 

Well my life was not that bad either. Theres still someone who actually struggled with me. She was worried too. She kept saying everything should be okey. I dont know who she was trying to comfort. Probably she was meant to say that to herself. But, she never leave me fighting alone. She tried to face it with me. Eventho sometimes i could see she almost giving up, but she still tried to fight. Until the day i finally got this job.

 

When Fauzan called me and told me that Celcom offered me the job, it was a miracle that i could've never imagined. I stood up from my sit and find a place to express my joy. I couldn't help myself to hold the great news from my parents. They deserved to know it. They seemed to be so happy with the news. So does this girl. Well, i got my hug when i told her bout this great news. So its a quite happy story for me. Seems like the hug was a message that finally we can get married.

 

For a reason, things might not happen like we wanted it to be. But giving up, is not one of the healthy lifestyle you should've been practice. Always remember, dont expect result too soon. Even if you thought that you've been trying all your efforts, it just not meant to be there yet. It'll come when it suppose to be. If you quit, u'll get the result...the fact that u quit. You got nothing.

 

 

 

 

Great things wont come too soon, miracle does.

 

Azhar Adam

 

Celcom Product & Services

Marketing Division

2012-Present

 

Saye Suke Kaler Biru....

Cik Tunang

 

 

Setakat ni, baju dan kaler yg paling saye suke tengok tunang saye pakai adelah kaler biru (rujuk gambar) Haaa santeekkk nok! Dari dulu da suke tengok tapi saje dendiam malu nak cakap. Jadi skang secare official saye nak nyatekan di sini bahawesenye saye suke kaler biru. Tapi kadang2 takut gak sbb mungkinaku suke tgk die pakai kaler biru atau aku yg mmg suke kaler biru?? Daa daa aku da kompem suke kaler biru. Okey....

Ke hadapan Cik Tunang... kamu adelah chantek pakai baju tersebut. Dan juge apron memasak tuh!! Hohoho!!! 3 words & 8 Letters to you!! Mmuuaahhhhxx!!



Yg benar,

One & Only

I Love You

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
feels like i dont wanna let it go...forever
I love the way you say that i am your man,
But i still dont understand why im not the one.

Sometimes its just funny how my heart wont let it go,
Even I've tried so many ways,
Still i couldnt make u dissappear
Every thoughts of mine...you were always there.

I still remember how we first met,
And I still remember how I wanted to tell you that i really loved you,
But i just cant coz I have no strength to say it,
Now i have the strength to say it... so I'll say it as much as I can.
Even everyday...i'll have no problem to say it at all.

We both knew how it feels when our heart being torn apart,
I just wanted to give you the best,
So that one day you'll never compare,
And walk with me till the rest of our lives.

I didnt asked for a chance,
I just wanted to give us another life,
I want you and me...together,
We build another glorious moment forever.

I cant promise that our lives would be better,
But i can promise you this,
That i will not stop trying to make it better everyday...



p/s: I love u